Baby it’s COLD outside!
February 4, 2008 — darleenmbOne of the biggest issues I have with beadmaking is temperature. The last couple of summers it’s been up into the high 90’s and low 100’s, at times for several weeks straight. That means no torching. You see, by the time I fire up both oxy concentrators, turn on the kiln and light the torch, it’s become over 100 in the studio. Hard on the concentrators and definitely hard on ME.
And then comes Winter with its icy breath. It’s usually not too bad unless the jet stream heads South and then drags Arctic air down over Wyoming. Which is where we are now. First it snowed a little and blew a LOT which buried my little propane bottle completely. I couldn’t even get the slider open to get out and dig it out.
Ok, then for one day the sun was shining and things were melting a little so I managed to dig it out thinking hot-diggety-dog I can torch tomorrow! Unhuh. We had a high temp today of I think 1°F or maybe it was 0°F. brrrrrrrrrrrrrr
So what’s the problem? Besides the propane having about zip pressure because of the cold? Weeeell. My little primitive venting system requires that I crack the slider open about 4 inches so I can aim the vent pipe at the fresh air. And honestly, I can’t find ANY way to seal up that opening enough that I don’t have frigid air creeping across the floor and climbing my backside.
So what’s a girl to do? Besides sit around and get cranky because her creativity is being plugged up. And honestly I’m getting sick of playing computer games, surfing the net and reading email. Sometimes retirement is a drag or maybe it’s just a case of cabin fever. Whatever.
To ease that jones I have I’ve been digging through my bead making books, gazing longingly at all my beading magazines and watching the latest dvd from Sharilyn Miller — Bohemian Bangles.
Now mind you I have been building up to this for a long time. When I was “doing” stained glass some 15-18 years ago I got into making seed bead earrings. Taught myself how to do it and got pretty good at it. Since I started making beads I’ve been leaning towards making jewelry out of them so have been collecting all the necessary accoutrements. Seriously, in actual fact I am what is known as a “tool whore.” Never met a tool I didn’t like
Be that as it may, frigid though the studio is I’m trying to making myself work. See:

So what’s the real problem here? I could whine about lack of space for working (nah, seen smaller setups that that where people produce aMAzing work). The temperature (well, turn up the heat or go into the house!). I certainly have lots of free time right now.
No, the problem is the same old one I find myself constantly fighting. Fear of trying something new because (gasp!) I might not be any good at it. Even though a couple of years ago I made several bracelets and sold them all. Here’s one of them:

It’s a constant struggle for me, fighting the voices that tell me I’m not any good and trying to expand my creative horizons. And sometimes, like now, I lose the battle. The trick is to remind myself to keep on. One foot in front of the other. Eventually (unless the weather warms up) I’ll find a rhythm that lets me move out of the doldrums and back into my creative mode which is where I’m happiest.
Darleen Michael-Baker is a glass beadmaker who blogs out of her home studio in Sheridan, WY.



















